My Goodbye to My Grandma

I need to write a letter for my Grandma for her funeral in a few days. I wrote this to get my thoughts in order The night before the morning that everything changed, I had been knitting a frog. My best friend’s birthday had already long since been and gone, but what with the loomingContinue reading “My Goodbye to My Grandma”

Anxiety and Freshers Week

A roundup of my first week at university So… it’s been a while For anyone who follows me on instagram, you might’ve already seen me posting about this but… I’ve been having a very chaotic few weeks to say the least. But, for anyone who doesn’t already know – I’ve started university! I’ve spent theContinue reading “Anxiety and Freshers Week”

First Socks!!

Yes, yes, I finally bit the bullet and committed to making my first pair of socks And I will be the first to admit, right at the start of this post, that they genuinely really weren’t anywhere near as difficult as I thought that they’d be! I actually had a whole lot of fun makingContinue reading “First Socks!!”

Helping People Through Panic Attacks

Panic attacks are terrifying – both to the person going through it and to anyone who may be around while they happen I know for a fact that the times where my friend’s have witnessed me having panic attacks they have straight up just thought that I was dying and a couple genuinely considered phoningContinue reading “Helping People Through Panic Attacks”

Getting Through THOSE Nights

I’ve been having a lot of THOSE nights (capital let’s and italics very much needed) It’s taken me years of getting through nights where I can’t sleep because I feel like I can’t breathe and I can’t be alone with my thoughts because holy shit that just not at all remotely what I need beforeContinue reading “Getting Through THOSE Nights”

Blue Icon of Doom

Thirteen minutes. The little icon was teasing me, staring me down from its place on my screen. Sitting comfortably in the corner (as if it couldn’t mock me anymore than it already was it had taken my favourite spot), companionably wedged with the pixelated red heart of Undertale to its left and the achingly familiarContinue reading “Blue Icon of Doom”

Normalising Anxiety Things

Okay, so, reaching out to people to talk about mental health is beyond important as an initial step. And it’s because by talking to someone you trust or even a stranger on the internet (hi!), especially someone who is going through something similar to you normalises what you deal with. I thought I was so,Continue reading “Normalising Anxiety Things”

Honey, I Made A Badger!

I’ll be the first to admit that that title was pretty weak, but in my defence, you try to think of a badger themed pun Okay, so I’mgoing to give you some full honesty about making this badger – I straight up did not think that I’d be able to manage to complete any ofContinue reading “Honey, I Made A Badger!”

Dream Team & Karl Jacobs (Mark 1)

Hey guys! Sorry it’s been a little while again since I last posted – I’ve been working a lot both on some new pattern designs and a short story for here which will be posted soon (hopefully tomorrow) about anxiety and stuff (lmao plus a feature of my dog because I love her) But anyway!Continue reading “Dream Team & Karl Jacobs (Mark 1)”

You won’t Bee-lieve what I made this time

Okay I’ve been spending too much time with my brother Alright boys I made a bee – my dad asked me why so apparently not everyone is of the same opinion as me, which is that bees are just generally beloved and everyone adores them. I don’t understand why anyone disagrees with that and IContinue reading “You won’t Bee-lieve what I made this time”